Damn Relativity

It's wierd how relative everything can be.... our moods our affected by our environment and therefore are judged superficially through our surroundings...wait..thats not right.... a few hours ago i was really down....so down that i was reading the most intricate things from the most meaningless actions... granted the actions that i was reading were heaps random and begging for reading... i've had the strangest day...
Anyway... i feel as if everything is meant to culminate and meet its end at my bday... y'know like after that there will be nothing.... abyss... and then ultimately death, how sad is that? Don't get me wrong i'm not feeling particularly sad or angry, i'm actually quite at peace with myself and the people around me... except the mongs... HOW I LOATHE THE MONGS.... but they are unimportant in our tale... hell, they're unimportant in my life... (*ECHO* YOU'RE NOT IMPORTANT ENOUGH TO REMEMBER!!!) SO TECHNICALLY, i'm at peace with my surroundings... which is why i don't understand why i feel so empty..... again, not in a sorrowful crazy suicide kinda way, but just ...ba...its like life isn't important so why do we work so hard to maintain it? but see in contrast while i'm wasting my time feeling voidy, there's probably thousands of people that would literally kill to have the opportunities that i've had... so really life is quite relative too... damn relativity...

Cats and baby sounds

Well, there is only 22 days til my glorious 'Freddie Mercury Black and White Birthday Party of Doom', it's actually happening folks, HOW DO YOU LIKE THEM APPLES???!!! man, i'm so excited! this is 2 years of wishing and hoping people, and hopefully it won't be a big fat hairy disappointment! i'm at uni at the moment... killing tim...and time, before i have to go to my next tutorial...
i'm all by my lonesome and lack of food and sleep have culminated in the front of my head to form a big fat pounding migraine..... but besides that i'm super, thanks for asking....except for the nasty alarm that has currently gone off in the computer room i am in......jesus, its like they're trying to make my brain explode.... this is bloody excruciating!!! its like a baby screaming along to the sounds of a cat screeching while sharpening its nails on a blackboard....in mediated throbs....thats as close i can get to a description....

Freddie, Bob and Bono...

WEll, well, well... it has been a while since i gave in to the thrall of technological consciousnous spreading. I do believe many things have changed...for one i actually have the flock of seagulls lecturer as my tutor for one of my subjects which is awesome! and quite oddly, the day that the computer erased the greatest blog in the universe (including the black holes) i met a person that is now a very dear friend of mine... in fact we are starting a business together!! how crazy is that??? i've only known him for like 9 months.....in fact, i could have had a baby in this time and no one would be the wiser....i didn't but i'm just saying i could've. Oh i think the most exciting thing is that in nearly exactly a month it will be my 21st birthday which to my glorious delight is actually going to be a Freddie Mercury Black and white Party of Doom, i finished the invitations today which by the way are on vcd, so people actually get the pleasure of me verbally inviting them to my party as if i WERE ACTUALLY IN THE ROOM!!!!!!
The only EXTREME downside to my bday party is that all my money is going into it which means that i do not get to go see Bob Geldof in Melbourne :(...i don't think anyone can fathom the sadness that has dwelled inside of me from the moment i realised i woud not be able to see him play live....

just a quick vent as well now that we're on the subject of concerts, i guess aimed at the usual demographic group that i have become accustomed to attacking.... U2 are coming to Australia and for some crazy reason they are actually coming to Adelaide (there's talk of a postponing but i'm not sure) now the day the tickets went out, I NEARLY DIED cos i knew that i did not have $200 dollars that i could rip out of nowhere and invest in the purchasing of U2 tickets...meanwhile on my bus that day there were 2 girls, around about 15-17 who were talking excitedly about U2 and how they had just purchased their tickets...now all this is well and good UNTIL!!!! one of them turned to the other and asked with a truly baffled face "Why do you reckon the concert goes for 3 hours? they've only got 2 albums don't they?" OH MY GOD!!!! there are waaaay to many things wrong with those questions that i dare to go near let alone poke with a ten foot pole....basically i'm just frustrated that airhead little rich brats that think U2's professional peak was last year, get to go and see bono sing All i want is you and sunday bloody sunday while poor schnooks like me have to be satisfied with watching Live aid and Live 8 footage.... that is all for now... aren't you glad i'm back?