Overflowing with Void...

aaah...procrastination...how efficient life would be without thee... i am seriously in some crap here, THIS assignment that im currently doing (multi tasking baby, learn it and practise it!) was due on Friday, (note the WAS and FRIDAY)today being Tuesday of the following week, i'd say i'm a tad late...just a guess (aaah, sarcasm... cousin of procrastination and proud member of the Keep Efficiency As Low As Possible movement....or KEALAP for short) Being with me over two decades now, you'd think i would know myself pretty well inside and out... but i surprise myself as to how unmotivated, irresponsible, annoyingly obsessive and egocentric i can be....man that virna chick sux, glad she's not me... (work that one out metaphysics majors...if there is such a thing...)My bday was good.... not great and not mind blowingly, groingrabbingly, utter fanastical... which is what i was going for, so i must say disappointment has come to visit me and has put a down payment on a small part of my anterior cingulate cortex (the bit of that squidgy thing in your head that controls disappointment... keep up!) It really quite sux and i honestly am confused as to how i'm meant to take it...i have no purpose and no [realistic] goals... i am virna, overflowing with void.