Bendering the verbs

I haven't actually checked my email since the last time I wrote a post, so let me just iterate that in Virna language voidy DOES NOT equal suicidal (and now for those of you with visual difficulties)
VOIDY DOES NOT EQUAL SUICIDAL
Thanks to the people that emailed me though, nice to know there's a riveted audience that runs down the streets pulling their hair out screaming "WHERE'S VIRNA???!!!".. generally.
So establishing that I am very much alive, I must say I still feel without a purpose and generally feel as if I'm hurling towards the seventh circle of hell induced nothingness (...NOT SUICIDAL)
.....I am starting to think that a bender is in order though... Just a little one... cos you see by 'bendering' (verbing un verbs) you tend to reach a state of extreme flippancy which actually helps sort out priorities when you realize that you do..... care...about...stuff
DISCLAIMER: A bender is not right for everyone, please see your doctor to determine the addictive obsession that's right for you...
Tune in next time for a mind blowing post that will leave you psychologically, emotionally, physically and hell, even sexually drained, but satisfied...